maybe that's just how everything meant to be
we were never really that in love were we?
but why am I upset now
thought I’d be okay now
had to fool myself into thinking that
maybe it's the feelings that i was missing
but it was just you
it has always been you
we were in that room
when our bodies bloomed
but now it's just those stupid flowers
slowly decaying on the drawers
on the rooftop I knew
that we screwed up
but why did i kinda like that feeling
more than anything we've ever had
maybe that's just how it works
gotta let you go no matter how it hurts
but why am i still upset
why am i still obsessed
you're out here with somebody new
doing all the things that we used to do
yeah it hurts me to the bone
now there's nothing but scars on my empty soul
i hope that i was just lonely
too lonely i deceived me
into wanting you back
no i don't want you back
i miss all the touch that we had
kinda condescending to think about that
but it is what it is
yeah i do want you back
we were in that room
when our bodies bloomed
but now it's just those stupid flowers
slowly decaying on the drawers
on the rooftop I knew
that we screwed up
but why did i kinda like that feeling
more than anything we've ever had