____I hurt myself today , to see if I still feel ! I focus on the pain,the only thing that's real . The needle tears a hole , the old familiar sting , try to kill it all away . But I remember everything , what have I become ? My sweetest friend , everyone I know , goes away in the end , and you could have it all . My empire of dirt . I will let you down . I will make you hurt .
___Beneath the stains of time , the feelings disappear , you are someone else . I am still right here , and you could have it all , my empire of dirt . I will let you down . I will make you hurt . If i could start again
a million miles away . I would keep myself . I would find a way , away....i woud find away .........